Forgive me

Had you ever feel like confuse, irritating and sad without any reason?

Had you ever feel like you need someone to comfort you.to be loved?

Yes, i did..i do feel it.
I feel so sad, i feel like confuse..is it right? or could i do two things in a mean time? could i? is it wrong i'm watching korean drama?

I know, the feelings came as a reminder from Him.
I need Allah in my life.
I have to control my nafs'
I have to return back to Him before its too late

Oh Allah, I really need You to help me on the right way.

Oh Allah, please give me a strength to stand again and make taubat prayer.

Oh Allah, please accept my taubat..help me to reach Your paradise.

Forgive me Ya Allah,

Study,work and selamat hari raya aidiladha :)

Alhamdulillah..

The first word came out from my mouth. Thankful to Allah for everything that happened in my life. As we always heard it, everthing happens for reason. Sometime we really need the things happened to us but Allah knows the best for us.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha.
I'm so regret as for the day that i didn't pray solat sunat aidiladha. Coughing and sneezing really disturbed me anyway. So, due to ubat batuk that kept me sleep tight, i missed solat sunat aidiladha prayer.

Last saturday, my family and i went to Kuala Lumpur because at that day i had to sit for mid semester exam. So, we stayed for 3 days at my brother's house at Damansara Perdana.

My aim is i want to finish up my master excellently. Then, during semester break i would like to join  English class to improve my english language. InsyaAllah, after i finished my master studies. I would continue to another level,phd studies. My first choice is foreign country. The knowledge that we grab from foreign country is different from local country. My second choice is further studies to local country.

InsyaAllah..may Allah bless me for things that i've planned. Nevertheless, Allah knows the best. What can i do is give an effort,then let Allah do the rest.. :)