Assalamualaikum..
Alhamdulillah..about 3 times I've got sicked. Now, the third times, my cough is getting worst. Its really painful yet i should remember that whenever sick i am,this is just a test..and He wants to clear my sins. Yes, a lot of sins since 23 years i'm standing on the earth. A lot of sins that i've done actually can't help to enter His Jannah..Allah..
23 years..this is me, at this age. I'm still thinking, where should i go after this. Why is it too hard for me to always reminded myself that every matters that we've done is because of Allah? Oh Allah, please..how can i enter your Jannah if You didn't show me the 'road'?
Now, i'm a school teacher..Its quite fun to teach students, remind them about sins and good things that we as a muslims should do. Yet, sometimes it across into my mind that should i further my studies? i'm still young and why don't i spend it to grab more knowledges? I let it be a big question mark..not to take it seriously..hmm..i already apply a postgraduate studies in UIAM and UTM, yet i'm still did'nt get reply on those applications..
May Allah bless us always and shows to me the best roads to be the "best muslim" insyaAllah
