Forgive me

Had you ever feel like confuse, irritating and sad without any reason?

Had you ever feel like you need someone to comfort you.to be loved?

Yes, i did..i do feel it.
I feel so sad, i feel like confuse..is it right? or could i do two things in a mean time? could i? is it wrong i'm watching korean drama?

I know, the feelings came as a reminder from Him.
I need Allah in my life.
I have to control my nafs'
I have to return back to Him before its too late

Oh Allah, I really need You to help me on the right way.

Oh Allah, please give me a strength to stand again and make taubat prayer.

Oh Allah, please accept my taubat..help me to reach Your paradise.

Forgive me Ya Allah,

Study,work and selamat hari raya aidiladha :)

Alhamdulillah..

The first word came out from my mouth. Thankful to Allah for everything that happened in my life. As we always heard it, everthing happens for reason. Sometime we really need the things happened to us but Allah knows the best for us.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha.
I'm so regret as for the day that i didn't pray solat sunat aidiladha. Coughing and sneezing really disturbed me anyway. So, due to ubat batuk that kept me sleep tight, i missed solat sunat aidiladha prayer.

Last saturday, my family and i went to Kuala Lumpur because at that day i had to sit for mid semester exam. So, we stayed for 3 days at my brother's house at Damansara Perdana.

My aim is i want to finish up my master excellently. Then, during semester break i would like to join  English class to improve my english language. InsyaAllah, after i finished my master studies. I would continue to another level,phd studies. My first choice is foreign country. The knowledge that we grab from foreign country is different from local country. My second choice is further studies to local country.

InsyaAllah..may Allah bless me for things that i've planned. Nevertheless, Allah knows the best. What can i do is give an effort,then let Allah do the rest.. :)

Things that i had went through

Assalamualaikum, alhamdulillah.

Everything went smoothly. I've made a decision to further my postgraduate studies at Universiti Putra Malaysia. I already sent the application form yet just let Allah do the rest. I was applied the PJJ studies rather than full time studies. I can't wait it! To be a student and be a teacher as well. :)

Before this, my school held a lot of programs that really experienced me to become a good leader. The programs include "Sambutan Hari Guru" in which i'm responsible to ensure the program went smoothly. I was volunteerily become a director program, one of the best activity is sports. My students really love the activity! they were enjoy it with lots of laugh! When i saw their smile, it really makes me happy.

Before the school holidays, my students had an examination. After the school holidays end, yesterday was a day where parents need to come to school and sign students's examination slip. Parents gave a positive feedback that their child really improves. I'm so proud of them.

May Allah bless us in whenever things that we've done.

aamiin

Further studies or stay working as a school teacher?

Assalamualaikum..

Alhamdulillah..about 3 times I've got sicked. Now, the third times, my cough is getting worst. Its really painful yet i should remember that whenever sick i am,this is just a test..and He wants to clear my sins. Yes, a lot of sins since 23 years i'm standing on the earth. A lot of sins that i've done actually can't help to enter His Jannah..Allah..

23 years..this is me, at this age. I'm still thinking, where should i go after this. Why is it too hard for me to always reminded myself that every matters that we've done is because of Allah? Oh Allah, please..how can i enter your Jannah if You didn't show me the 'road'?

Now, i'm a school teacher..Its quite fun to teach students, remind them about sins and good things that we as a muslims should do. Yet, sometimes it across into my mind that should i further my studies? i'm still young and why don't i spend it to grab more knowledges? I let it be a big question mark..not to take it seriously..hmm..i already apply a postgraduate studies in UIAM and UTM, yet i'm still did'nt get reply on those applications..

May Allah bless us always and shows to me the best roads to be the "best muslim" insyaAllah

Empty, Emo, No need!

Assalamualikum wbt

Holiday..holiday..holiday..hooray!
I was so glad during friday last week as its gonna be one week holiday after all.
Hah! when it comes to holidays, starting from saturday till wednesday..I feel so empty.Hmm, why not? coz i'm far away from Him!
I'm started watching televisyen from morning till fall asleep and that same things happen for the next next day.!

I shouldn't do that ! Okay..we can learn something from this story.First, you should plan what you gonna doing along your holiday. Maybe you should plan to read more pages of quran coz before this you must be busy of working or bla bla..Anyway, i have a teacher courses tomorrow till Friday. I assume that my holiday is coming to the end..isk..isk..yet, i already miss my students and miss to teach them maths..hehe..Why not bm? i think bm is kind of boring subject after all..haha..(coz there are still 5 students can't read- huh)..sabo jela..

May Allah bless us always..peace yo :)

The generations

Assalamualaikum and good afternoon..

The awesome generations.How to make it true?
What i meant is the generations that are 'soleh wa musleh'
To make it reality, we need to plan.
Not plan to fail.yet, let Allah do the rest.

Firstly, something that comes to my mind is we have to enhance ourselves, be a better muslim. Recheck our 'amal' and recheck our 'niat'. Only then, its time for us to teaches our little cute students. I'm teaching the standard 1 and standard 2 students. So, it's suitable to 'plant' Islamic value among these students. InsyaAllah, i'll do my best..Pray for me ya!

May Allah bless us all in whatever matters that we've done!

Tired, dizzy,lolly

Assalamualaikum..

Today is wednesday, and wednesday is my dizzy, lolly, exhausted day..
Yup!
I'm a teacher whom spend her 30 hours per week to teach students from Monday to Friday. From these days, Wednesday is my tidiest schedule, i've to teach more than 3 hours. I don't have a time to mark student's book as well as sit and get some fresh air at teacher's room. =_=

Whatever it is, i need to be a rational person. Take a deep breath and think positive. Refresh your mind. Allah knows what you're going through. May Allah gives rewards for every good things that we made. :)

A gift to grab

Assalamualaikum..

My students look so happy today. What make them happy?
Uh..past two weeks ago, i made a promised to them..
"I'll give a present for a group that excellent"

Now, they get what they want..
A gift to grab..

"Janji ditepati"..hehe

What can I say?

Assalamualaikum..
Let me introduce two of my little heroes from 2 Al-Hudaibi class.
Okay, what i want to share here is my experiences to handle them in class..
They are so naughty but sweet..As you can see at the white board..
We were doing some revision according to topics because they will sit for monthly examination next week..
insyaAllah..
There are 4 students in 2 Al-Hudaibi class..This is only 2 of them :)
To handle them wisely, You as a teacher should be a sporting teacher (not too)..So that, you'll not get tense as you open your step to the class. Besides, you should grab their attentions with skills of teaching that you had. By the way, I'm still investigating my skills and way of teaching..I'm not that effective! Just sharing..What can I say ??

Rezeki

Assalamualaikum..Alhamdulillah..
Allah gives me another gifts.
I've got BR1M which is rm250 only..

So, now i've to plan on how to spend my money..
Not too cheap skate and not splended.

Whenever and whatever it is, i should be thankful with what Allah gives and gave..
Sometimes i feel regret with myself when i'm not happy as He gave me a test.
I should be thankful and may Allah gives me rewards not only at dunya but as well as akhirat
Aamiin..

My cute students

Assalamualaikum..
I would like to express my love to all cute little students..They're sooo cute..

I'm still remember, the day that they're laughing, noising, crying like a baby and et cetera. Today, i've a student who is so sensitive. She was came to me and told me "I don't have a pencil" while a tears dripping on her cute white chubby cheek..Aha..so cute!

I'm not mad at her but i held her hand and gave my pencil. So funny and cute!

Selamat pagi cikgu!

Assalamualaikum, may Allah bless us today and always in a happy life..

Today i would like to share my experiences as a teacher.
Well, i'm graduated from UMT in November 2012 and i've got my first job as a school teacher. Its quite fun and adventure indeed :)

Why is it adventure?
At first glance, i know that to teach the primary school students are not that hard. Actually, it's quite hard!

For me, i've to lowered the way i teach, the way i treat and the way i control them...

To be continued..

Braces?

Assalamualaikum..May Allah bless us always,

I've been planning to wear braces for a beautiful smile :)
It's been secondary school. I felt like want to wear that 'thing'
But that instinct faded away since i realized that i don't have money for the treatment costs.

Now i'm 23 years old..I've my own money and i'll make my dream comes true :) insyaAllah..
May Allah ease me..

Respect eldest

When i say yes, she'll say no..
That's my mom..We've a different mind setting..The differences between us will always keep us close. I know that we'll  complete each other :)

This is a life..and islam is the way of life.."Respect your mom and dad"..This is what we learn from islam as our religion..^^

Holidays

Assalamualaikum..

This is one of my blog which is in english version.
=_=

Today: 16 February 2013

Nothing much to say..